TOdaY is jUsT da bEgInnINg..

JunE 2, 2008...

TODAY IS JUST A BEGINNING FOR OUR NEW LIFE..A NEW ENTRY FOR ME AN BEE HOPEFULLY..UNDER DA GUARDIAN OF aLLAH FOR BOTH OF US..;)

we gonna make it dear even through da rain..;p.."like my favorite song"..hehehehe..alhamdulillah things goin rite..having lunch together today..hearing his story...new beginning bee..as we wish it to be..

it really feels good when what you've hoped for has finally come, the long wait has ended, and to summate the effect, it's an arise from the dead. im relief at the fact that whatever bad is gonna be put to an end soon and a new life is awaiting in a crow flies distance. it's sooner than i thought. im just glad through and through.

it's just 4.30 pm, and i already miss my baby! cant wait to go back home and give him the tightest hugs and wettest smooches all over! i feel that im losing something already. he's like my left arm, im incapacitated! she's my soul, my strength, my love. my heart skips a beat whenever he awaysicks or unhappy. i hope i could always be there when he needs me and to watch him grow and live his life. he just matters the world to me. he's just too smartl to understand how important he is, so with this blog i hope when one day he reads, he knows how much he means to me, how thankful i am to Allah for giving me happiness through him. alhamdulillah.

*exhales* so long. i feel like im typing a short drama. i know i shouldnt have written this long, but heck. it's my blog i choose what and when to write :p

ironically. i consider myself to be lucky-appointed by God to be able to 'majestically' get out this way, unlike others who are left here on screen not to be able to make success of their plan, but to seek the hikmah of what just happened.anyways anywise, today is undoubtly a day to remember. a new beginning of my life. a significant mark of my next journey.

for my lil shah eskanda..

i lurv u..